A testosterone rat hole
Since May 2022 , when I was preparing Court case documents for my solicitor, I haven’t been able to see my GP in SpringHill Practice : she told me I was paranoid, psychotic, having delusions of persecutions… The week of 29 September to 2 October 2025 was a heavy one: Community Fridge’s volunteers in Redmond Community Centre were kept in the dark regarding a filming session – they took advantage of a woman with learning difficulties and I was complicit to it; my mother remembered furtively she had a daughter for tax reasons; Hackney based journalists don’t support Mayor of Hackney Caroline Woodley’s brutal in-actions but are quiet about it… so far! Thoughts of being in Pierre Soulages deepest darkness side of his canvass emerged. Reluctantly, I went to Spring Hill practice saying I was feeling very low, suicidal; I thought they might want to prove me how wrong I was about them – they could actually be kind – I misjudged them - I didn’t want to see my GP! After a long wait (th...