Talking to docs
End of 2018, I asked my GP to put me in touch with a therapist. I got assessed in 2019 in a hospital in Shoreditch, East London.
Never heard anything after that!
I searched elsewhere, filled countless applications, lockdowns + semi-deafness meant I was on hold, then I got some weird emails from therapy associations…
Back to GP in Spring 2022: dropped by an association on sexual violence… Back to assessment at a therapy room in hospital in Shoreditch on 29 April 2022 where the guy insisted in schizophrenia & so on… Funnily enough, Christophe Conte (ex colleague at Les Inrocks) was in Shoreditch the day before... The very one was said I was a psychopath and I suffered from persecutory delusions Then this =
4 May 2022
GP told me I suffered from persecutory delusions on 11 May 2022, just like Christophe Conte in August 2019 https://twitter.com/Sybillebbldnrbt/status/1520246310837768192, just like Emmanuel Tellier's solicitor Emmanuel Pierrat in Spring 2019 (weeks before Emmanuel Tellier got a sack for sexual harassment in Telerama).
Bobby came back to me 23 May 2022... and I responded
Then
his female supervisor started to email me:
Shoreditch Hospital @nhs.net
To:
'sybillecastelain@yahoo.co.uk' Wed, 1 Jun 2022 at
13:09
“Dear Sybille,
I am contacting you regarding your
recent experience with us here at xxx
as I am aware that you are not happy with the outcome or communication
following your assessment. I would like to provide further support in this
matter and try to find a resolution for your difficulties.
I wondered if you would be available
and willing to come into the service for a face to face meeting with
myself to discuss any concerns you have further?
Please let me know if this is
something that would interest you and we can try and arrange a suitable date
for this.
I will be out of the office next week,
but I will be returning on Monday 13th
June therefore can follow his up upon my return.
I look forward to hearing from you
Your sincerely”
Xxx
- Senior CBT Therapist / Supervisor
My
reply on 1 June 2022 at 13:31:
“Hi XXX,
Could you please explain to me how my
story of sexual violence became to you and Bobby something you related to
persecution / banal harassment?”
She to me Mon, 6 Jun 2022
at 09:05
“Dear Sybille,
Thank you for your response. I really
would like to answer these questions thoroughly and would like to give you the
space to do this face
to face.
If you would be willing to come into
the service to discuss this further I would be more than happy to meet you.
Please let me know if this is something you would consider and we can arrange a
date and time.
As mentioned, unfortunately I will be
out of the office now until Monday 13th June and
I can follow this up further upon my return.”
Me to her Mon, 6 Jun 2022 at 09:10
“If you don't want to clarify via email,
perhaps I shouldn't trust you!”
She to me Fri, 1 Jul 2022
at 10:58
“Private & Confidential Date: 24 Jun 2022
Dear Sybille
Again, I can only apologise that we
have not met your needs and that we have used terminology that does not reflect
what you have said. As a result, it appears that your trust in this service has
been impacted.
I would like to meet to discuss
further and to hopefully work out a satisfactory plan with you as often it is
easier to thoroughly understand the needs of an individual when discussing this
face
to face.
If this is not possible or you do not wish to do this, we will close
your case for now. However, if you feel
able to meet in the future then please contact me.
If you would like to make a formal
complaint you are encouraged to do so via our Patient Advice and Liaison
Service (PALS). This is an independent service for those who have concerns
about the care they or a relative have received. You can email them at, xxx@nhs.net,
or write to them at the address below:”
Me
to HER Fri, 1 Jul 2022
at 16:29
“I think one of us needs to be sectioned
Your 'letter' goes all over the
place... hard to follow.
Perhaps you need some holidays?”
sybillecastelain@yahoo.co.uk Thu,
7 Jul 2022 at 08:28
To:
Lenaig
Bredoux marine.turchi
NHS is struggling, but something is not
right here:
1
June 2022 early morning: I send two emails to a
psychiatrist in hospital in Homerton where I’ve been referred by my
GP (I can’t find anything online on him and I want to know if he’s competent to
deal with victims of sexual/psychological harassment)
1PM, Senior
CBT Therapist / Supervisor from hospital
in Shoreditch emails me (after
‘ditching’ me a few times as well as trying to send me to a centre for
psychotic peeps): she wants to meet me! – me “Could you please explain to me how my story of sexual violence became
to you and Bobby something you related to persecution / banal harassment?”
2
to 5 June
= Platinum Jubilee Celebration
6
June 7AM, in French https://twitter.com/Sybillebbldnrbt/status/1533689592062279681
“... a qui j'ecris en precisant etre malentendante. TOUTES ces assos
m'ont repondue, voulant me telephoner
juste pr 1 minute…”
9AM Senior
CBT Therapist / Supervisor from hospital
in Shoreditch (from her holidays in
Ivory Coast?) insists on me meeting her – me, a few minutes later “If you don't want to clarify via email,
perhaps I shouldn't trust you!”
9PM https://twitter.com/Sybillebbldnrbt/status/1533903557774086144
“... i've had serious problems for GP appointments in the past 5 years (each
appointments was cancelled at last minute!...)”
7
June 10AM, me sending an email to
physiotherapist department in hospital
in Shoreditch following their phone
call “At 9.16AM today, I believe you
called me for 1mn 06s. Am HOH [Hard Of Hearing]. You know that. Is there any
fun calling HOH peeps? You have just txtd me for a further appointment two
months after 'promising' to be seen by a psychology team... No thanks”
8
June at 12PM emailing psychiatrist in hospital in Homerton, “… I'll take it he
has no competence on victims of sexual harassment, so please cancel appointment
I have with him. Hopefully someone will benefit of that space.”
9
June at 9.30AM, email from psychiatrist in hospital in Homerton: doesn’t seem to have any specific competence on sexual
/psychological violence. I’m really fed up with having to tell my tale, so
minutes later “Thx. Please cancel my
appointment.” 15 minutes later,
they offer another appointment with another psychiatrist which I refuse. I
check that psychiatrist & lucky me he is all over Youtube: he is far too enthusiastic with a special interest in
psychosis who gives over stretched out of subject replies to straight forward
questions as well as semi-mocking mental health sufferers for drinking/taking
drugs. I sense he is the kind of guy who might tell a patient “it’s all in your mind, move on / forget
about it / get a grip”
12.30PM, physiotherapist department in hospital in Shoreditch sends a text, she wants to meet me. I email saying I have no time for people who disrespect disabilities.
Meanwhile, Christophe Conte is on France Inter all summer, Emmanuel Tellier is Culture Editor at Marianne, JDBeauvallet is probably writing a (self-published) book on Joy Division when I'm poor, on a court case for eviction & so on!They ignored all my correspondence with them!
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